1. |
Something to be Needed
02:58
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I stare from my place across the room
I know what he will have to do
Start with the knife, it is more fun
It is what I did, but mine is done
As the blade touches her cheek, her tears turn red
She says “we’ll be fine”; but, five minutes, she’s dead
Kill because it is not my hand
“Good job, son”; I’m not a fan
“Do your best”; I don’t get support
Nor praise for all my effort
As the blade touches her cheek, her tears turn red
She says “we’ll be fine”; but, five minutes, she’s dead
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
As the blade touches her cheek, her tears turn red
She says “we’ll be fine”; but, five minutes, she’s dead
What is my purpose, I don’t provide the gun
What is my reason, I don’t survive for anyone
What is my whole, I don’t have a self
What is my honesty, I’ve no hand to be dealt
As the blade touches her cheek, her tears turn red
She says “we’ll be fine”; but, five minutes, she’s dead
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
Am I your one
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2. |
Catching Up
04:15
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His throat is gone, as if he missed
Hand still finished, barrel kissed
That makes it two with missing toes
One less eye and broken bones
Clearly he knew when at the end
He forced himself to contend
There’s no match, as if a ghost
We’ll have to wait, maybe he’ll boast
Dear all those who think them smart
I flutter about, tearing apart
Seek and search, as if I’m near
I hope you simply sleep in fear
I know my self
Blade starts to sing
I know their health
Knife kills to sting
My whole plans have been executed
As if suicide were something to be betted
You trace a path that can’t be repeated
I am smarter, I can’t be defeated
Just remember, this is your fault
Don’t forget, I can’t be bought
If you try again, I’ve planned ahead
Eat your brain, I’m already dead
Dear all those who think them smart
I flutter about, tearing apart
Seek and search, as if I’m near
I hope you simply sleep in fear
I know my self
Blade starts to sing
I know their health
Knife kills to sting
Dear all those who think them smart
I flutter about, tearing apart
Seek and search, as if I’m near
I hope you simply sleep in fear
I know my self
Blade starts to sing
I know their health
Knife kills to sting
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3. |
Killing Booth
03:19
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My eye starts to twitch and my throat is dry
I need new beauty, portfolio-mine
I want to suck, I want to drain
My tongue slithers for new red rain
I hate your lies; eat glass eyes
I hate your fleas; absent grease
I will feast tonight
I’ll eat to consume fright
Forgotten accept truth
Steal your life, Killing Booth
I’ve got a hole in my thumb
I am tonight’s current sun
Seeping blood on my old soul
And I am tomorrow’s foal
I hate your mind; pay in-kind
I hate your hope; it helps me cope
I will feast tonight
I’ll eat to consume fright
Forgotten accept truth
Steal your life, Killing Booth
I’ve stalled long enough, I cannot wait
I’ll forego the use of typical bait
Maybe I’ll change, it’s time to adapt
I want more excitement from my trap
This time I won’t write myself in
No hints to help my ragged grin
I don’t want to provide insight
I’m selfish, fuck your human blight
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4. |
Sacrificial
03:55
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You will be mine; I will own you
You will be mine; I will eat you
You will be mine; I can’t wait to have you
You will be mine; I will kill you
I cannot feel; your pain will entertain
I cannot feel; your fear’s in vain
I cannot feel; your hatred’s a game
I cannot feel; your ignorance shame
You will be my sacrificial
Eyes are gifts but superficial
My taste does love your hiding mind
My love does taste of your killing bind
You will not move; I’ve done the work
You will not move; I no longer lurk
You will not move; I have you now
You will not move; take a final bow
You cannot be; anything new
You cannot be; I already drew
You cannot be; I’ll never be free
You cannot be; sucking life vitality
You will be my sacrificial
Eyes are gifts but superficial
My taste does love your hiding mind
My love does taste of your killing bind
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5. |
Down in the Toy-Box
06:49
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When did you last listen to the wind
You should lose your ears for sin
Why did you last taste the sea
You should lose your tongue for me
What did you last smell in the field
You should lose your nose to yield
How did you last touch the Earth
You should lose your hands, rebirth
But you will always have your eyes
I won’t relieve you of all their guilt
I will make you open blinds
You won’t die from what I have built
Slice through what’s in the way
I’ll drop your health for you
Sleep will continue to stay at bay
You’ll never again be whole or true
I can’t feel my legs
I can’t feel my hands
Forget my begs
Forgive my lands
I won’t be free; but, I’ll fly the sky
You can’t hurt me; break I’ve already tried
The world left me; too bad you’ve already lied
Your pain haunts me; forgive me when I’ve died
I won’t be free; but, I’ll fly the sky
You can’t hurt me; break I’ve already tried
You can’t - run away - I know you, you will do
I can’t - hide away - It is true, but you too
But you will always have your eyes
I won’t relieve you of all their guilt
I will make you open blinds
You won’t die from what I have built
Slice through what’s in the way
I’ll drop your health for you
Sleep will continue to stay at bay
You’ll never again be whole or true
I’ll hide what’s my purview
What else can I do
I don’t care anymore
I’m just sick to you
I can’t feel your legs
I can’t feel your hands
Forget your begs
Forgive your lands
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6. |
Personal Original Sin
04:16
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I have started to hunt again
I hear my feelings go to lend
I’m numb but that doesn’t mean I’m dumb
I’m prone, but that doesn’t mean I’m alone
I’ll spend my time with you today
Not that you have a choice anyway
I figure we’ll talk hate
Not that you can with your mouth gate
I guess you just hate yourself
We’re less different in mental health
Perhaps that’s just wishful thinking
I see your rapid blinking
I slowly feel a shift in the floor
You keep glancing to the door
But something went wrong
There’s now calls for…
I see the holes in the wall
Representational call
I wonder aloud why you have so much
It seems unlikely for an organ touch
Listen, I think you’re lashing out
Against whom, I’m lost about
Maybe you have a victim of your own
You feed them scraps off the bone
I guess you just hate yourself
We’re less different in mental health
Perhaps that’s just wishful thinking
I see your rapid blinking
I slowly feel a shift in the floor
You keep glancing to the door
But something went wrong
There’s now calls for…
I guess you just hate yourself
We’re less different in mental health
Perhaps that’s just wishful thinking
I see your rapid blinking
I slowly feel a shift in the floor
You keep glancing to the door
But something went wrong
There’s now calls for…
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7. |
Bleeding Heart
08:52
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You’ll never hurt him again
I have now found your helpless victim
You scream that it wasn’t you
Your lies familiar, I see through
Just like mine, you hurt to cover
How can you call yourself another
I’ll have him end your evil life
Maybe then you’ll see the rolling dice
You brought me a gift
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
Wash my sins with his hands
You brought me a gift
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
Wash my sins with his hands
I found someone to take care of
You’ll never understand how to wait above
Fuck your evil, darling fate
I’ll teach to protect and hate
Cursed be my bleeding heart; led me ‘round, new start
I’ll help guide your hand, never again, forced understand
You brought me a gift
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
Wash my sins with his hands
You brought me a gift
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
Wash my sins with his hands
You’ll never hurt him again
I have now found your helpless victim
You scream that it wasn’t you
Your lies familiar, I see through
You brought me a gift
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
Wash my sins with his hands
You brought me a gift
A toy to cause a new rift
He’ll be my arms and bands
Wash my sins with his hands
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8. |
Pestilent Permission
04:23
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Focus your hate on what you hunt
In others’ home, we never fund
She was the one who hurt you
Her body gone, I have the clue
I’ve learned the father took the blame
Hid my body for explosive tame
I own him now, I have permission
I guess you’ve never taught a lesson
I will save you; I will brave you; I will tend you; I will end you
Protection racket
Forget and track it
Ego-death, hack it
I will save you; I will brave you; I will tend you; I will end you
I made it out, totally free
Your hunt will change, no catching me
The tides have turned, completely sane
With this victory, I’ve no more to gain
I will save you; I will brave you; I will tend you; I will end you
Protection racket
Forget and track it
Ego-death, hack it
I will save you; I will brave you; I will tend you; I will end you
I will save you; I will brave you; I will tend you; I will end you
Protection racket
Forget and track it
Ego-death, hack it
I will save you; I will brave you; I will tend you; I will end you
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9. |
Never Alone
02:43
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I’ve never been yours
We’ve not been checking doors
You used me for lies
Cut my family ties
You lied to me; will end you
The line should be me
The truth will not be seen
There is no going back
You never gave me slack
The haunted recesses can never be found
I know my mind’s still just flailing around
But never again you
Something you never tried to do
I will only protect him
I’ll show him how to sin
I will save him; be free now
I’ll bathe in the rain
It will wash out the pain
I can ignore your stain
I will be the true slain
The haunted recesses can never be found
I know my mind’s still just flailing around
You think you’re so clever for what you’ve done
You killed me, but I eventually won
You never learned the truth
The haunted recesses can never be found
I know my mind’s still just flailing around
The haunted recesses can never be found
I know my mind’s still just flailing around
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10. |
Shadows of Grace
07:22
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I’ll train you to be honest
Always focus on how you blessed
I saved you, I’ll protect you
I will help you, I’ll teach you
Don’t cry or feel fear
I will stand back to leer
I can fly to devour
We won’t stay past the hour
Never forget to be aware
We will make life to be fair
I can give you your suture
We will walk to the future
You don’t always need a test
You’ve succeeded so don’t best
They allow solicitation with belts
Fuck the system that doesn’t do help
Breathe and free those in need
Leave and follow my lead
My captor was wrong, it worked out
My father’s gone, my heart, no doubt
He was put away, don’t want him back
For endign abuse, we have a knack
Blood from your faith, all your sins decay
We are butterflies in the rain
Never forget to be aware
We will make life to be fair
I can give you your suture
We will walk to the future
You don’t always need a test
You’ve succeeded so don’t best
They allow solicitation with belts
Fuck the system that doesn’t do help
I will run away to the light
Your painful soul cannot fight
I am free, and so is he
Listen now to the song I sing
Never forget to be aware
We will make life to be fair
I can give you your suture
We will walk to the future
You don’t always need a test
You’ve succeeded so don’t best
They allow solicitation with belts
Fuck the system that doesn’t do help
You don’t always need a test
You’ve succeeded so don’t best
They allow solicitation with belts
Fuck the system that doesn’t do help
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