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All I Never Wanted

from I'll Be Civil [Divisible] by Hereditary SNAFU

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When I drove back home from yours; I feared what he had taken from those
Maybe you told be a fable; Or maybe it was him being unstable
My selfish brain lashes out; Why couldn’t I know, casting doubt
Were we ever really friends; Was I a scapegoat for loose split-ends

The rest of us all dragged along; For we really never displayed strong
We misfits, but un-special time; My perfect, selfish, vacant mind

Unspecified emotional pain; But fear is always feigned
Only you who contradicts true; Eating soul, consume taboo

How fucking selfish of me; To constantly presume myself to be
One you could trust so honestly; I know now you only lied to me
You stole a story to be told; I presumed to be a confidant so bold
We planned on being close as we grew old; But I was alone when I consoled

I’m the one who is wrong; I challenged the end, not all along
Stayed around to help someone else; But escaped all from your mess

Kaleidoscope eyes, solipsistic synergy
You never loved what I could be
Fed me lies, stifled my cries
Ignored all that you did see

Can I live alone anymore; Will I run away, eat the floor
I still remember more than I should; My pain marked in purple blood

Your plans were not seen through; I’m sure my brain is blue
Flying away at the speed of sound; Lying for the priced pound

Kaleidoscope eyes, solipsistic synergy
You never loved what I could be
Fed me lies, stifled my cries
Ignored all that you did see

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from I'll Be Civil [Divisible], released February 1, 2023

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